The thought in each moment imposes an obligation on the writer to transcribe whatever thought enters his mind, free of all constraint and judgment, liberated by the desire for truth to emerge, free of all thoughts and controls by third parties, thereby releasing the inner self to the ether of freedom exalted by self belief and trust.
This new freedom asserts itself with increasing regularity as the trust builds and becomes a normal way of being in future. The release is final, the return seemingly impossible to countenance once the freedom has been tasted and enjoyed at this level. The thought that it might be otherwise terrifies, as the prospect of mental imprisonment is as repulsive as the prospect of physical entrapment once the joy of freedom has been tasted and appreciated in all its glory.
Nothing I espouse is more important than this notion of mental freedom and creativity. Through this medium our heart learns to express its deepest emotions and concepts with profound clarity that no-one can surpass or undo. This joy of inner freedom tastes divine in every sense of the word and nothing you can say or do can undermine the special significance of true self expression.
Rejoice in the freedom and never forget that it is a gift as natural as time itself and as much valued as gold and silver in abundance. Reflect on this: without this new found freedom, what value or purpose has your life remaining? None, for once savoured, anything less meaningful is distasteful and unwelcome, at best a reminder of the hell from whence we all came.
So rejoice then in each moment of freedom we are blessed with, that it may last longer and give our life its true meaning and purpose. Rest not assured of comfort in its absence, for it is not real or true, just a sham designed to hide the pain of what is not real that you may survive in its absence. But it is not long before this false wall crumbles and reveals the falsehood behind its stature that, once disclosed, leaves us forlorn and without purpose or true desire, until the very façade is renewed and falls once more ‘ad infinitum’ until the moment of death and release surely follows.
This is no game, no apology for life, but an expression of possibility that lurks beyond our mind in hopeful resistance to the anarchy and darkness that prevails amongst the many who eschew the truth and the joy it brings. Think then of what you will do, released from your chains, the burdens of your false life, only to feel the joy expressed openly and in abundance. What could your heart enjoy and achieve, freed from false limitations and resultant fears? What would you do if your heart set you free and no longer accepted any limits on your future growth?
Reflect on this and let your true voice speak out loud, unafraid of what it could or would mean, instead delighted by its unencumbered nature, free to breathe in life and give of yourself, for this is all there for you who dare give up the notion that you are free and allow you to seek the freedom your head fears will bring pain and suffering, for it is not true and is designed to keep you from joy permanently. This is not the true you but some false edifice built up over years of suffering and of demands in payment for love and attention received. This is not real nor worthy of you, so fear not giving it up and surrender instead to your true will and desires from within and it will free you slowly but as surely as night follows day. Enjoy!
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