I have noticed that since I began the very powerful pyramid sessions 7 days ago in which I receive very high frequency energies, I have had the usual feelings of tiredness but also a strange sensation occasionally that I find hard to put into words.
Usually it occurs when napping, just before I nod off. I have often experienced what is presumably the commonplace drifting into sleep when “reality” mixes with dreams but this is different. In that same time slot, perhaps immediately before it, everything is strange, very confusing, like nothing makes sense anymore.
Though I remain unable to express it in words properly, I suddenly saw it for what it is this morning: I am temporarily experiencing a total lifting of the veil of illusion that we call reality and suddenly it is gone. It lasts but a split second but is perhaps a little disconcerting. My first sense was that I was “losing it” but I now realise it is part of the process as I am almost literally re-wired by the high frequency energies that I am receiving.
I actually get the odd even shorter glimpse of it sometimes during the day - not much at all but just the tiniest split second in the middle of doing something. It started with lapses in my ability to connect quickly as I am used to being able to do, having a very quick, mercurial mind as I do, but it developed to this very interesting experience. I wonder where it will lead.
I don’t expect that these episodes will necessarily grow or expand I suspect they are merely symptoms of this process, of this “re-wiring” that I had already been warned would happen and would ultimately result in me seeing the entire nature of this world differently. I have also been told that the process with inculcate a sense of oneness not only at a mental level but at a body level too so again I suspect this is part of it.
The nearest experience I have had to this, on reflection, is very different and occurred 21 years ago after a year of regular meditation (once or twice a day) and involved me walking down the street when suddenly, I had a flash sense that I was just part of everything around me, the garden of the ordinary terraced house that I was passing at the time, just everything. It was a magical moment of oneness that I have never forgotten and kept open the possibility of a universal consciousness (that for shorthand I now sometimes call “God”), though i stopped meditating for 15 years and only when I started again did I suddenly find the strong faith that I now have.
So, strange though this experience is, I think it is wonderful and a sign of major internal shifts in my consciousness as well as my physical being, a move to open oneness consciousness, not merely as a intellectual concept but as an actual experience of “reality”.
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