Another day in what I can only describe as a sometimes excruciatingly painful period of learning and being tested and today I feel like a student who has just finished an important set of exams, confident in his success. The lesson is a simple one in essence: to trust in the universe in the face of everything, no matter who would otherwise pull you down into the fake drama of everyday life.
I feel so calm, so contented. Any flashes of doubt of fear are swiftly put aside, my attention instead turning to “God within”. My own restfulness or inner peace sometimes contrasts starkly with the mood of my beloved, besieged by fear and anger at our current financial challenges, his occasional good humour swept aside by a wave of pessimism and annoyance in a dark grey cloud that seems to be perpetually hanging over him at the moment. I can only offer help when it is asked for and hope that the light of my good humour will help him in the end.
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