Wednesday, 22 April 2009

Simply Divine

“Simply Divine!” It sums up everything, for when we are have peace of mind and life is therefore good, it is simple, uncomplicated and definitely of the Divine, so it is a succinct statement of the truth of my life. How nice! How lucky I am to have been able to see it for what it is. It does not relieve me of dreams and requests for even better things but blesses me with an awareness and resultant gratitude for what I have already.

This is joy. My awakening to it this fine, sunny morning carries the blessing of a great day ahead as I venture to take on the challenges of work and study amidst chaos and beauty, scorching heat and invigorating light. Mine is a strange existence at present, bereft of structure and routine, dependent on only me and the Universe. I cannot imagine how utterly weird, even mad, I must look to those for whom habit and security are so important. Even my beloved does not understand but his love is deep enough to allow me to be myself, most of the time at least, and he does to seek to change too much in the realisation that I am not one to be tamed!

My simply divine existence will bring me what it will today, gradually answering my prayers and fulfilling my dreams at its own pace, not mine, sometimes slowly and sometimes with almost shocking speed. The request for abundance, so long coming, now so fast arriving, with more almost by the day. Such contrast with just weeks ago and not once did I actually go hungry, even at its worst, for I am well loved and protected from above, all the more so as I surrender to what comes to me, knowing if not understanding how it all works for my ultimate well-being.

I desire so many things and experiences, yet I am happy here and now, not at some distant future time. I sit here, my beloved sleeping, his arms and embrace awaiting a wake up call I will soon give that will further feed my unlimited happiness, as loving words and touches are exchanged before the dawning of a fresh day of love’s opportunity. How rich am I that I have all this and no need for lock and keys to protect it from the envious eyes of others, for happiness is true yet intangible, not the product of false beliefs in material security and control. No insurance can cover its loss and its loss is not in prospect as long as I keep my eyes open to the truth.

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