Make amends with yourself and you will feel as if you can fly, since doing so involves forgiveness and loving kindness towards the most important person in your life, YOU; forgiveness and loving kindness for all the disappointments, failures and wrongdoings in your life so far.
It draws a line in the sand that clears the way for other more joyful and exciting things in future, liberating the burdened spirit to pursue its desires free of the constraints of the past self-judgments, criticisms and failures that hold your heart back and force you into a life less satisfying and rewarding that it could be.
If I could but express how desperately painful and retarding it has been to suppress all these emotions for so long, I feel I could dissuade the entire world from living with such deep, destructive pain a moment longer, thereby liberating the whole planet in the process. All my inadequate words can express for now is that I feel so very hollow, so deeply drained by the buried emotions as they slowly surface and drift away, tears of recognition of all the pain and lost opportunity occasionally welling up spontaneously, seemingly from nowhere, and further evacuate me of those poisonous emotions that have lurked within me, buried deep within every cell of my body for decades.
The resultant vacuum will slowly fill with whatever opportunistic energies I may accumulate in life, so it is better that I choose to fill it now with energy to lift my spirit and empower me as I journey on. I therefore ask the universal consciousness to fill the new vacant spaces within me with its loving energy...because I can and because I would far rather have that than all the poison I unwittingly lived with until now.
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